August 26, 2011

do u know. it's awkward when u meet ur old friends and don't know what to talk cause you don't have any to talk about. like awkward . really. i've been there. we used to talk anything that happened in our life. but now? ehm, well i just don't know where to start cause we really long time no see, no talk, no say hi. when i met my old friends. i like "what. i really don't know u anymore" . or u know there so much opinion in my mind. so much. like: "wow. u're now bigger than me or waw u're in college or blablabla". we are not connected anymore. cause distance separate us. well i don't blame u or me. cause it just happened. maybe we're just too busy to chat or talk. sometimes it made me sad. u know, we used to be bestfriend but now. (...)
there's time that u think again that friends really important to ur life. to share about ur experience, to share about happiness,sad. to play anything together. and there's time that u don't even close to ur friends anymore and that make you feel sad.
there's so many question in our mind like :" do u still remember our experience?", " am i mean something to u?" or " am i still ur bestfriend?" that.
i'm just to shy to ask for those question cause it is really awkward. -_-